Life is a facade
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Been down mentally, emotionally (which in turn affects the physical) for two days. Though two days is still not enough to be up and running, i guess i have to do what i do best: put on a facade and get on with life with whatever strength thats left to keep me going. Coz hey, my parents didn't name me farhana which means happiness, for nothing. If i can't be truly happy, at least i'm good at pretending i am.
Sometimes i don't understand why there are such black hearted people in this world who just can't stand to see others happy. If they keep those feelings to themselves, maybe its not so bad. But when they resort to doing things to make life difficult for the other, that's when I just refuse to comprehend. It's ironic that in such modern times, there are still people who resort to back-dated and 'kuno' means which is just jijik and hina, to get their hearts' content. But my faith is strong. God is great and there is no other greater power than His. So go to your bomoh, go to your dukun, go to the devil, go to the jins...just go to hell. We'll fight you and your stupid syaitan with our faith and love. We're not going down that easy. Sesungguhnya doa orang yang teraniaya itu dimakbulkan Tuhan. It's gonna be your turn to vomit blood now. Just you watch and see...
Just another news update: My 1 year old orange gen2 was in an accident again for the 3rd time on friday 24 March.
Just too much of a coincidence.
Like I said, whoever you are, its your turn to vomit blood soon ...
