Ok, i'm back. I'm now at the adapting stage of marriage life again. With all the marking coming in, it's dejavu when it comes to moments where you have to tear yourself away from your hubby n daughter. Adina has been in high spirits and much more well-behaved since we became a complete family, and she, having a permanent father-figure in her life.There was once when i had those lil tiffs with An and I asked Adina if she wants to have a new papa. Her reply reminded me of just one of the many reasons why I chose him: I only want Papa An. :)
I love the moments when we get to pray together as a family with my husband (husband? hehe..new vocab.. :P)leading me and Adina, hopefully all the way to jannah too.
Mama & Abah has been extra happy too and it makes me happy to see that. I guess they are relieved to see me safely married and happy.
On the down side, An's family is going thru a trying period without him around anymore. My mum-in-law is rather depressed an cries almost everyday or at the thought of him. His sis and even his niece and nephews too. We spent last weekend sleeping there and his sisters observed a remarkable change in his mum who was so much more happy and lively.As a mother,I can feel her pain too especially when An is the one who helps her with chores and marketing. The one who will automatically give his mum or dad a massage complete with the oils and all when they feel tired, pamper them with his cooking, tease, tickle and bite his sister as a show of affection, goofing around everybody etc etc. He's basically the life in that house. And now, Adina and myself have been blessed with his presence in our lives. Alhamdullillah.
If my feelings can be summed up with a song, it would be the very song i deddicated to my husband by Shania Twain, the one that was played during the cake cutting ceremony. The words beutifully capture everything I feel for my best friend, my companion, my partner in life and hereafter, my husband...

I just swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better or worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Those who have been waiting for some pics, here they are but not too many though. My blog is getting overloaded i think.


I've met the man I want to spend my life with...

My Family

Dunia & Akhirat...

Dressed in my first costume on 1/9...waiting for my prince


Hindi movie star material..hehe.. :P






After standing guard to ensure that the glamour queen title for the night will not be snatched away by those minahx2 perasan glam (lagix2 yang pakai baju merah ngan si tudong hitam tu), i can safely say, i am satisfied. hehe.

anyway, you can check out more pics at this link :

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